Friday, May 8, 2009

Terus Merindui

Hello Russ, It's been four months you left us here. Things are really-really different now. Well, what can I say. Hmm. Without you, things totally change to something else. Seriously dude. I just realize that, having you in my life are such an impact! You're a friend, girl friend, a brother to me. Though you're not a girl tapi you're still aku anggap kau as my girlfriend. Haha. Ya Allah kau happy kan kat atas? Tapi orang cakap bila kita teringat kan orang yang tak ada tu selalunya, dia ada dengan kita sekarang ni. Haha. Everywhere I go dekat campus , I'll be like eh! Dulu selalu lepak kat sini dengan Russ dengan Ayya! And I'll be laughing alone.

Talking about Ayya, Ayya is now with someone new now, which is Muhd Rafiuddin B Razali ,or known as Fifi, Din, or Afi. What can I say about him? Hmm. His ok. I still remember the day when you left us. You asked me to promise you to jaga Ayya. Carikan orang yang baik. You also said that to me when you get to know that you're getting weak. Din is ok Russ. You don't need to be worry ok. InsyaAllah. Russ, we have to respect him by not mentioning your name infront of him. He can't take it. Its not that he dont like you. He said that, everytime he heard your name, or saw your picture, he'll think that there are still competition. Sebab, he read your messages that you give it to Ayya. Hmm.. I'm sorry about it. But, aku harap he'll understand one day. InsyaAllah.

Russ, missing you dude. One more thing that aku dah lama nak cakap dengan kau. But I dont have the chance to say it. Russ, you're Russ. No one can be like you. Coz you're so special. You're such a good friend to me. A good son to your mama and papa. A good boyfriend to Ayya. A good brother to Kokoi, Tyka and Qila. You're RUSS. The one and only Russ. We love you.

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