Kecah

Ouh hello . Well, I can't even remember when is my last post. Damn. Busy la this week. Thank God, the Kementerian Kesihatan kasi cuti . Hopefully, they all tak cut our mid term break. Mati la weh nanti. Hmm. Let me see. For the past few days , weeks, apa yang aku buat. Hmm. Not that many la. I'd finally changed my class. But, now I'm having problem with it. Hmm. Last semester, my ex coordinator said, nak tukar class, just tukar at the course registration. But then now, bila dah buat macam tu my Audio Visual lecturer, Sir Sharil cakap, tak valid. Erk. Dah seminggu aku dalam kelas 5A. Hmm. I have to call Sir Rauf this Monday for confirmation.

Me and Shy are ok now. Alhamdulillah. For a month both of us gone through this and that, and there! Were back together.

Hmm. for two days, aku kejap-kejap demam, kejap-kejap tak demam. Haih. Stress. Bila dah ok tu, rasa bestnya, keluar la sana sini. Lepas tu, bila balik rumah rasa sakit. Mula lah, kena marah dengan mak bapak, ye la, mana tak marah, bila keluar semua ok, bila ada kat rumah je semua sakit. Err. Tak mintak pun eh jadi macam tu. That thing jadi sendiri.

I just read an article about Allahyarham Michael Jackson. An email from Sha. Anyone interested to know more whether his a Muslim or not? Kalau nak, mintak le. It is so sad.

I just lost someone. As in lost bukan pergi selamanya, lost as in, hilang. Dulu, were always together. But, I dont know la. Maybe, dia tak kenal aku lagi. Sedangkan, dia kenal aku dah lama. Tapi, dia pilih jalan lain. Takpe, kalau kau rasa kau betul, kau buat lah. Aku dah malas nak masuk campur. Kang, tak pasal-pasal kena marah. Selama ni, aku memang appreciate kau sebagai kawan baik aku. If you're happy without me, then, ok la. Kadang-kadang aku tak faham, manusia ni cepat sangat berubah. Bila tengok balik, macam tak percaya. Sebab, dulu, dia bukan macam ni la. Urgh. Geram sangat la. Anyways, aku rindu kau. Rindu sangat. Sebab, setiap kali aku cakap dengan kau sekarang, seolah-olah mimik muka kau, macam terpaksa nak cakap dengan aku. Aku rasa sedih sangat. Kalau tak puas hati, bagitau. Tak payah nak berselindung. Nak cakap belakang dengan dia. Aku dengan kau lagi lama tau. Kau baru kenal dia berapa bulan,tak sampai setahun lagi. Dia baru, aku lama. Tapi kau ditch aku macam tu je kan. Though, it doesnt seems like ditching, but it is so obvious. Yeah, whatever. Im tired of this. Fullstop.

For now, I need to focus on my studies. Two more semester to go. Kalau ada rezeki, nak sambung la kan. Hmm. Chow then.