Soulmate

It's been ages tak update the blog. For the past few days me and my mother dok ulang alik to subang jaya preparing kak nadia's wedding. The nikah was on Thursday. And yesterday they're having this marhaban thingy. The theme color was pink and purple silver. From our side is purple silver. Hmm. For now, OK la. I'm having fun. Thanks to all my cousins and auntiessss to make me laugh all the time. So, it wasnt that bad. Hmm. Maybe? But, every night, I keep on crying. I just cant.

What I feel right now is that. My soulmate, dah tak ada. It's hard for me to explain. But. It's difficult man. Now, what I'm doing, I have to depends by myself. Kalau dulu, everything semua, I'll ask him. But now. Me. Alone there. I feel sick of myself. Thinking of how selfish I am. A few days ago. ok, I'm blabbing now. Malas la. Hmm. Toodles.

Hmm. My soulmate is missing ..